by Thornswrath
by Shaun Lawton
Here remains archived the under handed iterations of a mysterious text begun on the nineteenth day of the seventh month midway through the fifteenth year of the twenty-first century circa Anno Domini on the planet Earth of the Sol system in our Milky Way Galaxy from the one indivisible universe of primality.
Friday, May 24, 2024
A Manifold of Misadventures
Sunday, October 9, 2022
The Creeping Glass
the Sun's heat rise severs our umbilical of birth
The shade of night falls, a filter slivered into vertical pupils
opening silent unseen gates through which a bestiary steps
Into this, our world after the curtains of dusk
are drawn shut, the theater of sleep projects fractured visions
Within our skulled cathedrals while outdoors, in the great
wall of the wild, the darker side of thy lacine thrives
Where the children are trained to walk under the Sun all their lives
and to run from the stories of wolves that are lies cried out by the elder
Weakening in power who've been given three tries at building
their black enamel tower on the landscape of dream
Scaring the ravens away with a crucifix looming
as its shadow leans out with the Sun going down
While the majority of men awaken from their nightmare
and its compounded gravity to walk around in the lightness
Of their Star, each one a beast with a mask of complacency
or a mime without individuality or a king stripped of scepter
Just jesters tricked back into forgetting to remember
they're a member of the cast hypnotized into performing
The dream that is played
for the rows of hooded monks:
Friday, September 11, 2020
Comorbidities, Inc.
There's a much deeper wound we've allowed to fester
People just assumed we'd have taken care of her
Properly bandaged and then tucked it out of sight
Never dreamed we wouldn't have cleaned the lesion.
Now we must sever a limb and cauterize immediately
But our pride won't let us hobble onto the world stage
With so much as a limp (much less a crutch replacing a leg):
The conundrum that felled a once promising nation.
A reflection in the mirror of the cancer that killed us
Our own vanity flashed in a compromising position
Doubling down on a misguided faith which filled us
With the disturbing refusal to simply admit our mistake.
Don't expect us to beg for forgiveness, dear world
There's no way our hypocrisy could ever afford that
By misinterpreting the spirit behind our scripture
We'd just as soon lunge for the jugular and attack.
Now that the flames of shame have been stoked by gas light
Burning in the embers of his eyes aglow with ambition
Funny how the shadows cast on the wall are mistaken
Magnifying our worst fear into a parody of fiction.
Because we, in America, have handed over the megaphone
To a megalomaniac drunk with power as an aphrodisiac
Whispering promises into the ears of our televangelicals
With a wink and a nudge and a nod to our enemies abroad.
The very powers across the sea with whom we've been at odds
You see, there's a hint growing towards an austere conspiracy
As you can hear the news reports echo that exact sort of thought
It makes perfect sense when you factor in that type of mentality.
What does it appear I am claiming here in this stately verse?
That the villains of this country are the ones voting for democracy?
The bad guys are the folks here who champion people of color and diversity?
It should be plain the old guard's feathers are getting ruffled, you see.
This is what happens when you let the one who mustn't be named inside
Whispering assurances through a disguise while asking if he can help guide
You all to the promised land at the expense of those left behind who've fallen
With eyes opened as wide as his stomach before the lies you're all swallowing.
If only we'd followed the teachings true to our hearts nineteen years ago
Practiced real courage in the face of a world whose breath was held captured
Declared to all people that we'd never be lowered to the level of desperate devils
Instead of ditching our dream by the side of the road to become enraptured.
First and foremost, your bigotry, duplicity, dishonesty, and deception
Pays lips service to an imposture of mockery and fake affectation
The price to be paid for our sins remains in the lifeblood flowing through this nation
Open your eyes and take a look at who we've invited in here for the duration.
Friday, June 21, 2019
The Spectral Realm
What is the spectral realm? There are two initial meanings of the word specter: "of, or relating to, or suggesting a specter;" and "of, or relating to, or made by a spectrum." Arbitrarily this presents a choice, yet who is to say that in reality the two aren't blended? Perhaps apparitions are but the next phase in a spectrum. A specter is a visible disembodied spirit. It's something that haunts and perturbs the mind. A spectrum may be defined in many ways, from a continuum of color when white light is dispersed through a prism, to any continuous sequence or range of effectiveness against pathogenic organisms. Phantoms are pathogenic. For the purposes of our narrative, we will assume they are quite virulent. That's what makes them scary. A spectral realm would be a region where malevolent spirits manifest in a fashion not unlike a rainbow lacking a verifiable prism to produce it, one not so colorful as one might imagine. It has been suggested that light itself may serve as the prism through which ghosts are dispersed into our view. Certain conditions with light and juxtapositions at its dimmest may bring these phantasms into view for us, yes. But to posit that light itself may be the prism through which phantoms are disseminated...the question arises if that would be stretching the matter, to say the least. Others have suggested the organ referred to as the human eye to serve as the missing prism. We will keep that in mind as we venture deeper.
The definition of realm: a kingdom, sphere, or domain. It's also used in marine geography for dividing the earth's surface. We have only scratched the definitions of these words. Now it is time for us to dig further, into their root sources. 'Spectral' as an adjective goes back to early 18th century meaning "capable of seeing specters" or "pertaining to a spectrum." The noun specter itself goes further back to early 17th century where it came to mean "a frightening ghost," derived from the French word spectre, "an image, figure, or ghost." Whereas in Latin, spectrum means "appearance, vision, apparition." A detached fusion of these viewpoints results in a spectral realm comprised of a spectrum of frequencies surrounding us, including but not limited to one which most human beings are specifically tuned (about the 450 Megahertz bandwidth) as well as the cosmic microwave background radiation from radio, microwave, infrared, to right here in the midst of our visible light and beyond into the ultraviolet, x-rays, and gamma rays. In this decidedly spectral realm, multiple visionary viewpoints interlace into a singular tapestry we like to call "reality," but which does not exist without us; therefore rendering us the equivalent of the co-conspirators as well as the lost spawn of the great countenance. Our cosmos may be considered a realm, and in fact, as it pertains to ourselves, it is our kingdom. The differing phases which comprise the various spectra surrounding us suggest other vibrational dimensions in coexistence with our own continuum. Here lies the great secret out in the open for only the most dedicated followers of mystery to look up from their shoes and see.
Friday, April 19, 2019
Fortress of the Phoenix
Sunbeams slanting down cross-lit the tops of the tee pees
Blood candy red in the brightening day as all the birds cried
The universal fire licking at the holy ceiling in wild tongues
A legacy soon to expire as the oxygen drains away from his face
An alabaster legend in sculpture acquired after many a havoc
With stony countenance belying no expression in this place
Leaving the only possible exchange in the air to be magic
This White Tower nestled deep within our hearts is lost
Within a series of nested canyons diminishing down into a drain
A place in time we can never go back to no matter the cost
Or the toll taken dead set upon finishing out a brain
The wall of flames is woven from the stuff of our very heart
Takes the form of plasma at a level to which we're connected
Electric blood is pumping through our veins right from the start
Whatever we see depends upon the lens that we've corrected
One minuscule part of one degree off and our drama gets distorted
We belonged to a tribe that worshiped birds with the moon and flowers
This fish story explains how any false sense of reality gets reported
And how I can just sit back and think of you and I for many hours
Monday, August 25, 2014
Iteration II: (mirror age)
One who looks in the mirror in order to seek his true face becomes destined for a reflection of the grandest echo of theater to have ever been struck from the lonely darkness of isolation. Fables from before the oldest known causeways fading behind us may yet be remembered if only we shake the dust off the deepest recesses of our skulls found through the long carved out tunnels led there from the ears. This discipline is yet another example of the many secret arts found hidden right out in the open for the most devoted seekers of mastery the world has ever known. There are several words for it in my language yet I find it unnecessary to evoke them here in order to bestow upon my readers what I am referring to. As sacred rites passed on down through the many generations over the years from family to friends and back around again, these devotional rituals remain today more vibrant than ever amid their multitude of various adepts and masters. It's such a powerful ceremony that it influences those who have nothing to do with its creation other than to enjoy the ineluctable effects it has on anyone standing nearby with functioning ears. One set of ears splits in two just like one set of eyes splits in two like one set of nostrils splits in two like one brain splitting in two and then splitting again and again and so on down the line.
There's only one number and that must be the number one. This inescapable fact may be mocked and ridiculed and misunderstood and rejected by anyone from the most content homeless person to the highest ranking mathematician in the land, yet its simple truth continues to betray all the insolence of institutionalization until a certain bovine species comes back home to graze divided. All numbers subsequent to one are in fact variants of the initial digit. What makes this significant is the fact that all remaining numerals regardless of their nature or classification exist for the single purpose of dividing the whole. This has been proven many times over, for example when calculating equations whose quotients end up representing an amount greater than that comprised of every possible element within the universe itself. It's easy to forget such mental calculations are mere exercises of the imagination. Suffice it to say the pudding we eat sustains the gray matter growing within our skulls into the shape of our brains.
This matter comes out gray not only because it refers to a conceptual aesthetic but also because those portions of our brains happen to be colored an oblique sort of shade which arguably resembles gray. There exists a known treatment for procuring a fairly well assessed judgment concerning just about any matter one might care to ponder over. It is referred to sometimes as "the spirit of the question" and sometimes as "the spirit of the problem." In either case it refers to that spirit which must accompany any human endeavor towards judgement of any kind. It should go without saying that every scenario we might consider that has potentially occurred should have done so by a variety of means and variables which have come together precisely due to the nature of the particular case being examined. Everything we contemplate must adhere to this same principle, and additionally, of being effective necessarily on a case by case basis. The spirit of the problem of our age today unfolds into our somehow lacking the motivation to see to it that the more pressing challenges in surviving as a species the encroaching twenty-first century with its barrage of environmental concerns including but not limited to global warming, the toxifying of our ecology on land, air, fresh water rivers and oceans are not only addressed in a coherent manner, but furthermore, done so with the universal spirit of the question we all inherently share regardless of our ideological and genetic differences (which effectively remain cosmetic) in the face of more pressing concerns which profoundly affect the sustainability of our mutual survival.
Wednesday, August 6, 2014
Through the Creeping Glass
Evening's primal tide pulls
us to her darkened girth
the Sun's heat rise severs
our umbilici of birth
the shade of night falls, a filter
slivered into a vertical pupil
opening silent unseen gates
through which a predatory
bestiary steps into this
our world after the curtains
of dusk are drawn shut
the theater of sleep
projects fractured visions
within our domed cathedrals
while outside, in the great
wall of the wild the darker
side of thy lacine thrives
and the children are trained
to walk under the Sun all their lives
and to run from the stories of wolves
that are lies cried out by the elder
weakening in power who've been
given three tries at building
their black enamel tower
on the landscape of dream
scaring the ravens away
with a crucifix looming
as its shadow leans out
while the Sun's going down
and the majority of the whole
of men awaken from their
nightmare's compounded
gravity to walk around
in the lightness of their Star
each one a beast with a mask
of complacency or a mime
without individuality or
a king stripped of scepter
or a jester tricked back
into forgetting to remember
he's a member of the cast
hypnotized into performing
the dream that is played
in the cathedrals of wilderness
for the rows of hooded monks:
reptiles watching themselves.